Why You No Answer My Call? 

A sharp, funny, and slightly bruised song about ghosting, unanswered calls, and the loneliness hiding inside constant connection. Music and visuals by John Gerstner. Lyrics Why You No Answer My Call? Chorus Why you no answer my call? Why you no call me back? Why you no answer my call? Why you no call me […]

What Did I Just Miss?

(Study 13) Some songs arrive as a mood. This one arrived as a question. What Did I Just Miss? started with a simple thought: how much of life slips by while we’re focused on getting somewhere else. The song moves from quiet observations to something more personal, more uncomfortable. It’s about the moments that seem […]

Hot Fire

(Study 12) Hot Fire lives within Pondering Eternity, a series of songs exploring proximity, tension, and what emerges between presence and distance. We move toward warmth — toward light, toward each other.But closeness carries risk. Too near, and something in us changes.Too far, and something in us goes cold. The song sits in that space […]

Lost Days

Lost Days (Study 11) Lost Days explores the acceleration of time as lived experience. Unlike the slower, more contemplative pieces in the Pondering Eternity series, this work moves in fragments—flashing calendar pages, passing traffic, compressed motion, and layered visual interruptions. The effect is intentional: a sense of days accumulating without being fully noticed. Where other […]